Confessions of Jessibelle

The truth hurts. I'm sorry. There's no holding back this time.
If you know me in real life, consider yourself warned.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Hot Cocoa

I was talking on the phone with a friend of mine while I was making a cup of hot cocoa... Here's part of the conversation:

Me: Ow! Fuck! Son of a Bitch!

Him: What the hell did you do?

Me: I just burned the piss out of my mouth with this damn hot cocoa.

Him: Dumbass. What did you expect?

Me: I stuck my finger in it and it felt fine.

Him: Just because it feels fine when you stick you finger in something, it doesn't mean you should put it in your mouth...



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a dirty mind is a horrible thing to waste!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

St. Louis

I know weddings are supposed to be happy occasions but, the one Q and I went to last weekend just made me depressed. I've never had the typical wedding day, fairy princess fantasies. I never cared about the flowers, the dress, the cathedral, or even prince charming. The one thing I'd always wanted at my wedding was to be able to dance with my grandfathers at the reception. They're both gone now. I don't know if it's the depression or what, but I just can't see myself getting married and having my own family. I don't see the point anymore. The only person I could ever see myself with happily ever after broke my heart. The person I've been dating for the last 10 months I don't even know why I'm with.