Confessions of Jessibelle

The truth hurts. I'm sorry. There's no holding back this time.
If you know me in real life, consider yourself warned.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Gravity

"Gravity"
Sara Bareilles
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

For years now I've always ran to you for comfort. You make me feel safe, you build up my confidence, and make me feel important. Where do I go when it's you I need to be sheltered from?

Sunday, March 15, 2009

I want to call you but I have nothing to say. I just want to hear your voice. I'm not going to call though. If I break down and call, I'm weak. I hate that you make me this way. I hate that you make me feel... then again I love the way I feel when I'm with you... GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

sigh... I miss you already. I mainly just miss being with you. I miss the moments between us.