Confessions of Jessibelle

The truth hurts. I'm sorry. There's no holding back this time.
If you know me in real life, consider yourself warned.

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Who the fuck does he think he is?

So... Suddenly the Blue Eyed Boy thinks he's the expert on what I want, need, and deserve in life. After an almost 6 month absence from my life, he's decided that he still loves me and wants to live happily ever after with me. He said after he's done with his current contractor in the fall, he will have saved up enough money for a down payment on a house and to not have to work out on the road anymore. He said I need someone that will be around and not on the road all the time, and the house he wants to get comes on 20+ acres so I'll have a place to have my horse, and there's a branch of the company I work for 30 minutes away... Is he that retarded? Really, to think all I need in life is him, a place for my horse, and a place to work. After what he did he wants me to leave my life that's finally going somewhere and go to the middle of fucking nowhere in Texas.