Confessions of Jessibelle

The truth hurts. I'm sorry. There's no holding back this time.
If you know me in real life, consider yourself warned.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Q

It's almost been a year. What a year it's been! Because of you I got to experience a lot of wonderful things, places, and events I never thought I would. I truly thank you for that. The first few months were wonderful. The last few haven't been so wonderful. Whenever you want to do something or go somewhere I do my damnedest to make it happen. Whenever it's something I want to do or somewhere I want to go, you put it off, or ignore it, or show up late. I don't need to justify the need for me to be happy. The fact that I'm so unhappy with you is justification enough.


I've had the thought of breaking up with you brewing in my mind for a couple months now. I keep trying to come up with a solid reason to leave and a justification for my dissatisfaction with you. I've been waiting to break up with you thinking that your bad attitude would subside after the anniversary of your grandma's death, your wife leaving, divorce, and holidays.

As long as we've been together you've expressed your negative thoughts about love, relationships and women in general. I've tried so hard to make you happy and change your views. I give up. You are just destined to be miserable and alone. I hope you enjoy it. I no longer feel sorry for you for losing your wife like you did, I feel sorry for HER because I'm sure you drove her to it. You are a self centered jack ass not capable of loving anyone but your little white dog.