Epic failure

Today I learned who my friends are. And it wasn't you. He who promised to always wipe my tears and shed light to my darkness. I've never asked you for anything. You always offer me a shoulder to cry on and I always say no cause I don't want you to see me like that. The one time I fucking need you, you say no. God how it killed me to admit I was weak and needed someone. You reminded me of why I push everyone away and never ask for anything. Today I re-learned the only person I can rely on is me. Never again will I ask you for help. Never again will I tell you how I feel.